With Love

Dengan cinta, seorang pengecut bisa menjadi pemberani, seorang pelit bisa menjadi dermawan, seorang bodoh bisa menjadi cerdas, seorang gagap bicara bisa menjadi cakap, seorang lemah semangat bisa termotivasi, keangkuhan raja menjadi hina, dan taktik para pemberani dalam peperangan menjadi terpecah belah. Cinta adalah penuntun etika serta pintu pertama yang mengungkap pikiran dan kecerdasan. Dengan cinta, segala rekayasa dan penghalang dapat terlewati. Demi cinta, semangat bisa tergelora.

-Bercinta dengan Allah (Ibnu al-Qoyyim al-Jauzziyah)-

An Amazing Duet!

Hello! i want to share something really cool.. This is a duet between Gugun Blues Shelter (GBS), Endah N Rhesa, and Barry Likumahuwa Project (BLP) in Radio Show TV One.. they are bands from Indonesia and they are really amazing, i think. You must see.. they sing two songs; Come Together (The Beatles) and I Feel Good... here we gooo

Come Together
You must see each person's solo!



I Feel Good
You must see the bassist battle!


It's cool, right?? I wish Indonesia will have some good quality band like them.. and i wish they will go international and be famous..

see ya!

Berbeda Namun Benar

"Orang yang kuat bukanlah orang yang tidak pernah jatuh, tapi ketika dia terjatuh dia dapat berdiri kembali.."

"Dia sering kehilangan arah, tapi dia tidak pernah tersesat. Ketika kehilangan jalan, dia percaya pasti masih ada jalan lain untuk keluar meskipun rutenya berbeda. Itulah yang disebut tidak pernah tersesat.."

"Pohon itu tidak memiliki buah manis. Tapi lihat, orang tidak meperdulikannya, karena orang-orang terpikat dengan keindahannya sendiri.."

"Ketika seseorang menyakiti hatimu, ketika kau sudah cukup menangisinya, maka kemudian tersenyumlah, karena kau percaya bahwa Tuhan akan membalas itu dengan sesuatu yang lebih sempurna.."

Pics Art Again

Modality

my pics art

Quotes from them

Orang-orang  kreatif tidak takut menyatakan pemikiran dan perasaannya. Mereka mau menjadi dirinya sendiri.

- Joyce Wycoff-

Salah satu ciri orang kreatif adalah hasrat membara untuk melenyapkan berbagai hal yang membatasi kemampuan mereka.

-David N. Perkins-

Just your mind

Most of the things you worry about 

never happen!

Dongeng Buruk Rupa

Aku tersentak di mata itu
Sayup-sayup sinar bintang terperangkap di dalamnya
Adakah makna semua itu?
Ukiran senyum di bibirmu terbentuk indah
Pancaran lembut begitu sunyi
Menghembus hangat sanubari
Bunga bertebaran berderai-derai di sana
Adakah arti yang bersenandung bersamanya?

Sadar pikiran mati hati
Bibir terkatup hati memohon
Tuhan, ampuni aku yang melanggar kewajaran
Kewajaran pada pelanggaran
Ketidaksesuaian yang menyakitkan
Kenyataan pada diri yang maya
Hati ini bisu tak berbilang
Ada kesalahan dalam kebenaran
Aku terperanjat pada bunga yang hampir berbuah
Adakah cerita lain selain calon-calon buah itu?
Lelah pun rutin juga
Habis dimakan kekecewaan
Andai maya ini berakhir...

Be Frank, I Think.

I know i can write some english words even if i'm not good about it. If someone ask me how good you are (about it), .....of course you know the answer. This is my first time doing this besides my homeworks. Just laught if  you found some words or sentences that seems horrible. I'm too lazy to check out all sentences at the google translate, and i want to do some exercise.

It's since long time ago i feel this feeling. And I find the answer just only now. (it's the english right?) i know a little bit my friends's image about me. Sometimes i like the person who careless about everithing including how people regard about my personality or how am i look like (is that wrong?). But i am the one who have some melancholy character. In my mind, it's full of people's mind that i actually never know. For example, I'll be corious if someone look at me with weird eyes. I can thinking of that all the time until i deny it. I can remember all faces that i ever thinking in my mind. Because that character too, i can fall in love so easely up to i can ignored that feeling with ease, i only write that feeling in my book or some medias and throw away , and finally i'm not fall in love with that person anymore.

Some of my 'love stories' have the same arrangement. i look at the one person--i usually like the man who older than me--and then i talked to him until we closed enough to be a friend, then i started to fall in love with him until in the end i found out that he had a girlfriend. And now i don't want too dare to show my feeling and just keep it in my heart.. it's a bit disgusting to talk about love. I better not to fall in love in my age now. Moreover, i prefer someone who seriously about our relationship until we're married, and i'm not ready for that.. haha

My character is really difficult and make me frustrated. Honestly, i have gray in my hair. I bet it because of my melancholy. Too much thinking of someone else. I never say the thing like this, just now when i have the answer of my problem. I just want my problems gone and i try my best to show what the feeling that i've been hiding in my heart and my mind.

This blog is my dump, and many of posts are just trash that i want to throw away.

If my friends read this, please understand me as a good friend and don't make me involved to the problem with myself again. I try to ignore all of that, but in fact its not clear anymore. I just have this blog to make me become frank. i've never told this easely to the real person.. Just understand me and don't mention this suck in real life.. i will crazy again.. I'm beggin' you..

Oh my bad writting..