who is the victim?

i'm starting to trust you

i know that it's too late

i need my time

but you say you don't need my trust

you want me to be leaving

And i'm crying because of you

who not crying when i have done it

I hate you even though i love you

I keep away from you even though i miss you

I keep calm even though my heart trembled

I change myself like a sculpture

I change my life like a fiction story

And now, my beautiful dream changed to be a nightmare

***

i see your back

you turned to look at me once

I keep smiling even though you keep crying

i don't want to cry like i'm actually a victim

because i'm a suspect, i think

I have many pain about the girl

And I want to vengeance

But i chosen a wrong girl

I choose you

You are the girl who never felt the beauty of love or the pain of love

And i already love you, but it's wrong

you too sweet to be a victim of love

especially with me

i think you must together with a true man

and he's not me